Sept. 17, 2001
�I recently received an entry in my guest book that I
felt I really had to comment on. While I do value many people's opinions of my
site (yes, even the cock slappers who despise me), this one compelled me to make
a few remarks in reply:
"well, as a former atheist, i truly
have no qualms with the whole religious outlook thing. As far as Nostradamus,
you are right..it's a hoax..and i'm doing my best to suppress it. My only
message, as far as how you may view belief in God, or a god..is...why not???
what's it hurt?? Religion is a great crutch..and unless you have no need for
any getaway from reality ((ie. drugs, cartoons, internet haha!)) then don't
knock it. Peace!"
�Well, doll face, if you need a crutch through life, go
right ahead. By all means, let the fabled invisible man in the sky lead you
around with your blind spectacles on like a dog to a freshly laid turd. We all
have our vices ... I choose logic.
�By telling me to not "knock it" when you were
once an atheist reveals that you are a weak minded person. It's ok. Not everyone
can stand on their own two feet, walk upright with the strength of their own
muscles, and use the 2 greatest things us atheists (and Satanists) possess ... a
spine and a brain. This world needs sheep like you. Who else would buy society's
bullshit corporate logos on sweat shop made t-shirts while trying to pretend
that they're nonconformists? Who else would try to act like a beat nick poetry
rebel and yet sit around all day and keep Star Bucks in business? And who else
would feed us cynics with more fire power? Without the herd, there can truly be
no individuals.
�And I'll tell you "why
not???". I don't need to live in a delusional world where a
daddy figure upstairs spanks me or rewards me when bad or good things happen to
me. I live by the moral strings of my own logical convictions. I live by my own
intellectual sword and if I fuck up, I die by that same sword. No heaven or hell
await me if I don't follow one rule or fuck another one up. I choose no penance
for my "misdeeds". I have no need to repent for my "sins". I
choose not to bullshit myself. I choose to live by my actions and not feel
guilty about them. I do what I want, I say what I want, I feel what I want, and
I fuck like I want. I take my drugs with no qualms, I drink my booze with no
guilt, and I fuck my pussy with massive glee. I live my heaven and hell right
here on earth and I don't need a parent calling the shots for the rest of my
life. No one will grant me powers and favors unless I so choose to have them
happen. I control my own life and my own destiny. Some of us out here don't need
your pitiful little "heavenly father" cop out.
�If you want to be a sour puss then fine. Lead your life with your tail
tucked between your legs and leave the rest of reality to the big boys. But
don't come to my site and tell me what I should or shouldn't fucking knock. I
press nothing I feel in my life on to you. But for some reason, christians like
you can't fucking do the same.
